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Flipside

I had a brush with some real suffering today...a friend from Vine who's dealing with a lot: her own significant personal health issues, significant health problems in extended family, trying to be a mom and wife in active family - all coming down at once.  She referred to the series we're in right now at Vine...responding to God faithfully when he puts you on the spot ("Here I Am, Lord")  But she had a good question: "What do I do when there are new spots popping up all the time?  And when they keep moving around?")

Good question...

As we're mulling this, here's a link someone sent to me of a video on YouTube called "cardboard testimonies."  It's about the experiences of people on the other side of suffering...and perhaps a place to find a little hope today if you're struggling to keep yourself on the spot.

YouTube Cardboard Testimonies

My piece of cardboard today would say...

(Front side)  15 years trying to play a part...

(Flip side)  1 year living into my part...thanks, Lord.

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Vine's Curtain Comes Down

OK, so how to put this...

It was just that we gathered together as Vine leadership last week and realized that we had reached one of those crisis points; where what we decided in that moment would really dictate how the movement flowed from that point forward.  From the beginning, when Vine was still just a dream, we prayed and planned that it would be a community of servants, not another church filled with spiritual consumers getting a weekly fillup.  We were about using 1 hour a week to equip for the other 167.  And if you've been to a Vine worship gathering since we launched last August, you know we talk about that a lot.  It's basically what we mean when we say we are a "missional" community of Jesus Followers.

And in some ways that servant mentality started to show right away.  We got involved with Oscar Pope school, we're sending people to DC this summer, we had great groups come out for a couple of community workdays, even people in Vine taking up their own missions as God opened doors.  Cool stuff.  Good times.  Rock n Roll.  And there will be more and more.

But a servant heartedness wasn't really showing itself within Vine - in how we served and cared for one another within the community.  The opportunity for people to exercise their servanthood by helping with a team on Sunday mornings was put out there over and over, but with the exception of a couple of teams we have had only a small and consistent few coming week in and week out to serve the rest of us.  A handful walk into an empty FPC gym at 8 a.m. on Sunday morning (except for the chairs, set up by the FPC custodians the day before) and set up curtains, staging, tables, stuffed chairs, communion table, video cameras, candles, and more.  A faithful handful of servants have stayed after Vine to put it all away, so by noon or so it's an empty gym again.  An even smaller group of folks have volunteered to fill the amazingly important role of being door greeters and hospitality people - we have been woefully understaffed in that crucial area from the beginning, and our welcome of visitors has not been as strong as it could be.

Because Vine exists to be a community of servants, we knew as leaders that things had to change and we had to stop doing whatever it was that wasnt working.  We needed to look hard at our message, our organization, and our bad habits.  If we didn't, we had no right to call ourselves missional or pretend we were doing anything any different or new compared to other churches.

We started by reflecting on an amazingly relevant story from the early church told in Acts 6.  There were some unmet needs in the community brought to the attention of the apostles - the leaders of the Jerusalem church.  Instead of just taking the problem on themselves - and limiting the energy they would have for their main task: sharing Jesus with those who had not heard of him -  they appointed seven chosen by the community as people full of the Spirit and proven as leaders.  The apostles then gathered the community, appointed the seven to specific roles, the problem was addressed and the community continued to grow.  It was a strong statement about the need to expand leadership rather than overburden existing leaders.

So we're in the process of seeking and appointing leaders from within Vine Community to be Team Leaders - people who will give specific oversight and leadership over servants performing a specific task - greeting, setting up, taking down, praying, tech, etc.  They will be poured into by the leadership, giving them support and accountability.  If you are a Vine Community member, the story in Acts says you have a part to play in bringing these folks to the surface.  If you would nominate someone you know in Vine who is an excellent leader of people, yet who has a servant's heart, let me know at This e-mail address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it .  I'll share the name with the other people on the Vine leadership team.  I promise we'll leave you out of it!

We're also going to have some worship gatherings during the year specifically geared towards raising up servants and filling important roles.  This will not be about recruiting, but seeing together the important role being a servant plays in walking the Jesus path.  Read the gospels yourself, and you will see that message rising to the top over and over.  We're also going to do some things to make the organization better, so people will know exactly what their task is and how to do it well.  That way, people will  spend energy on serving side by side with others, not on wondering what to do.

We also are going to make sure that there are lots of open doors for servants to serve, that people aren't serving so much they get burned out, and that people have a balance of serving and simply enjoying the community.  Everyone, even Team Leaders, will have weeks on and weeks off to just come, worship, and enjoy the community without feeling like they need to do anything.  Servants need people to serve.

This is going to take a couple of months to get organized.  In the meantime we are taking some steps to lighten up on our existing group of overworked, faithful, and exhausted volunteers.  There won't be any curtains or cushioned chairs to setup or takedown, and we've simplified in some other areas, too.  We're asking this group to set some boundaries by signing up on a schedule where they can get a break this summer.

If you would like to step up, be a servant within your community, and help out in these crucial areas this summer, even if for just one or two weeks in the next couple of months, please contact our Resource Lead David Finger today at This e-mail address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it .  Let him know the weeks you are available and how you'd like to help.  You can also indicate your interest in serving on the info card at Vine this Sunday.  We'll get in touch with you.

My fervent prayer is that the curtain will come back up on a community that talks about servanthood, but also one where it is easy to see that it's more than just talk.  People will  just look around and see all the people serving out their Jesus faith for the benefit of their brothers and sisters.  That will be sweet.

 

 

 

 

Emptyfull

I went to the very first Boiler Room last night.  I couldn't stay for the whole thing which bummed me out, but I stayed long enough to hear Tim Stevens give a great devotion and to participate in a prayer experience.  My soul went to the buffet last night in the moments I was there. 

Tim spoke of control, and his life experiences sorting through the tension between his need to control and his call forward into his Godplan.  He challenged us to empty ourselves of our control compulsion and experience God's providential care.

I've been thinking on the story in Matthew where Jesus teaches his friends that in order to experience God's fullness they need to give up their anxiety about themselves. (Matthew 6:25-34).  Their is a dynamic where we empty ourselves of ourselves and fill up on God's presence and the requirements of life in His kingdom.  As we submit fully to this dynamic and it plays out in our moments and days, we discover suddenly that we have everything "all things" we need added to us. 

My sister gave me a book which speaks of how the ego can be spiritual enemy #1 because it constantly overwhelms the things of God and bends them to feeding ourselves alone.  Going to worship gatherings is a good thing, but then we evaluate it solely on what we get out of it; how we liked it.  Praying in our spirit through God's spirit is a good thing, then we spend the whole time saying "I" and do no submitting and expectant listening.  Serving others is a good thing, then we get self-satisfied by our charity and "selfless" use of our precious time and resources.  Hmmm.

I'm finding myself more and more praying for emptying and filling...an emptying on my part and filling on God's part...in a way which disconnects the first from the second (so I don't get all excited about "emptying" myself just so I can be filled...which puts me right back at ego) and at the same time connects fully my faithful response to God's command and promise.  My pastor growing up always used to call this process "letting go and letting God."  I used to dismiss this pithy little statement as oversimple.  AS I get older I'm struck by how simple and complicated this is.

How about you?  How do you find yourself in the process of "emptying?"  You can't respond to this entry but you can email me at This e-mail address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it or go to my facebook page and give me a message.

 

The Other 167

I've been searching for a way to describe Vine to people.  I haven't been able to condense my passion for who we are and are equipping each other to be in a form that doesn't involve blathering on and on for an hour or more and them giving me a blank look and saying, "huh?".

"Apple-style-span">I was talking with Jordan our college intern (that's actually his full name, "Jordan Ourcollegeintern") and it occured to me that a way to describe what Vine strives to be about can be condensed in the phrase...wait for it... "The Other 167."   Still "huh?" huh?

There are 168 hours in any given week.  I found that out because my phone has a calculator, and I multiplied 24x7.  I wouldn't be able to do it on my own.

I think many have the impression of Christianity that it's mainly about the 1 hour in the week when they gather together to have "church" - Sunday morning, night, Wednesday night, whatever.  And maybe it's more than an hour, and maybe sometimes they come back to the church building to do other stuff during the week, but you get my point.  That "1 hour" is the big event.  People judge churches on how exciting or boring that 1 hour is.  People spend the 1 hour really into Jesus, and the rest of the week is given over to a primary focus on all the other stuff...the real stuff of life.  People wonder why church-going Christians behave pretty much like everyone else...or worse...the other 167 hours of the week.

The 1 hour on Sunday morning given over to Vine's worship gathering is pretty cool, if I say so myself.  Yeah, I'm biased, but there's a part of me that's been waiting my whole life to have a worship experience for all the senses, for body, mind and soul like we experience 10:30 - 11:30 (unless I'm giving the message, then it's at least 11:40...I can't say anything quickly it seems, or it's that I have too much I want to say).  I know a lot of you like it too, and the word in the community is that Vine is about as unique an experience as it gets in Lakeland.

But if the 1 hour gets to be the point for me, and us, I want to change fast or quit and start over.  

We're about the 167.  The 1 connects us with the God whose presence saturates the 168 and especially the 167.  The 1 equips us to do what we were made to do, fill the 167 with love, service, justice, compassion, mercy, peace and hope.   The 1 is supposed to get us right, focused, cleansed for living the 167 as fully as possible.

Simple math really.  If we only exist to come together for the 1 - that's just 250 give or take 50 depending on attendance that Sunday.   But multiply that 250 into every other hour of the week, into the people of Vine finding God in the world and joining him - that's an impact of 41,750.

I had to get my calculator out again to run the numbers...but it said that 41,750 is bigger than 250. 

You do the math.

 

My Facebook Page

2008_05_021.jpgTo give you a bit of insight into what I'm thinking about and doing lately, I got talked into having a Facebook thingy by a young adult Vineian.  It's not very complete yet, but you can at least sign up for free and be one of my friends...and I'll be yours too.

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